Signs of stress

Y'know,

I really really had the intention of studying damn hard for promos and *crosses fingers* doing well and (here's the best part)

BRAG TO THE WORLD.

Like, IN YOUR FACE kinda braggyness.

Not that I would really do that in reality if I did well but you know, the powers of imagination.

I must admit I entertain this kind of weird thoughts because I don't really do well, so technically, deprivation of the opportunity to brag has made me more braggy.

I make sense so far? Uh huh.

Anyhoos, well, I have banished all these thoughts from my head because

I'M GOING TO FAIL SO BADLY #)@(!*$)!_@_$)$)@

I should have studied harder (which is what 99% of the people say on hindsight) because I know I COULD HAVE DONE SO MUCH BETTER.

And omg,

I FOUND A WHITE HAIR TODAY!!!!

Growing sneakily at the top of my head.

WHY AM I GETTING WHITE HAIR? A SIGN OF AGING, STRESS?

HOLY MAMA I'M SIXTEEN!

I'M SUPPOSED TO BE PARTYING AT CLUBS (uh, okay, maybe not) AND NOT SPOTTING WHITE HAIRS ON MY HEAD.

Am I even NORMAL???

So instead of studying, I wasted half an hour stressing out over WHY I am susceptible to premature aging and the scariness of the world at large.

Life SUCKS.

When you have white hair. Just sayin'.